When does this end?
Enlarged prostate makes peeing harder
When does it end?
No cameras
No phones
No networks
No people
No hypocrisy
No evilness
No goodness
Just nothing
Forgetting to look ambitious
Forgetting to be a person
I have a job
I have shit to do
And here I am
Writing poems
Whilst shitting
That’s the time I have, or so I tell myself
Between reading, consuming news
Social networks
I jerk off to let off some steam
We are monkeys that jailed themselves
Smoking is sexy
cool
To light fire so close to your mouth
shows you like danger
You are misterious
sexy
dangerous
But apart from all that alure
I still can’t cope seeing relatives losing teeth and having to go
through several years of treatment to rebuild their gum
It’s disgusting really
and very expensive
to try to look a little more human
and less a decrept diseased scum
Gum disease is a bitch
So before you go around giving blowjobs to anyone and smoking like your life depends on it
Make sure you clean your teeth
Schedule your priorities
Only then prioritize your schedule
In the world after college, you only get to do the things you schedule time for
No more waiting for the moment
If you wanna work out
Put on the agenda
If you want to write
Put it down
If you want to relax
Put. It. Down.
Else it won’t get done
Nothing ever gets done if it needs your motivation to be done
Nothing
I’m drunk on life at this point
While I depended on being actually drunk to write
Now waves of spiritual drunkenness just wash me
Wash me away
And I take just another sip
Just another drink into madness
And I look at the shore
People walk by to grab coconuts on the beach
I just watch
I watch their lives unfold as waves come by
Cold water
Salt
And coconuts
Spit it out
No helping
Just spitting it out
Envy
Jealousy
Anger
Self preservation
I am afraid of the new age
The new people
The people that think differently than me.
How could they?
How could anyone doubt my thoughts?
Don’t they know that my thoughts are me?
And if they show how wrong my thoughts are, I’ll be killed in the process?
I don’t like it, I’ve lived my life so far by being right.
Everyone else is wrong.
They have to be.
Right?
